Gosh, looks like I have lost it. Everything just doesn't seem to be blissful anymore. Is it just me? Newer positive days have turned petrified. Remorse is all over barricading rays of hope and love. Pointless are topics of today as the fight hovers and ends with sleepless tears. No more am I able to find the 'once' me careless, free from worldly insecurities. Why does it really have to be this way?
The second person to have said that I don't understand people. Woah!!! Shocker and bolting out my senses. So good friends from the past whom I had considered close throw their thoughts politely with this golden line, vindicating their secretive nature only for a certain set. That day was when I lost 'trust' and never really had the same giving me anymore. Moving on to another path in my life was more of a roller coaster ride of isolated screams and vunerability. Dismay made it a point to linger onto my sulken face and still continues. At 11:30pm, as I type these words, I find myself so 'STUMPED' and extremely 'STUPID'. Am I like a beloved, bold enough to follow in the same footsteps to a happy end?
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